1. |
Walking Into Hell
02:52
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(Intro)
Night walker
Trying to find the motivation to end my life
I don’t know if it’s going to be today
It might
What the fuck am I doing walking here
Late at night
(Verse 1)
Another escape session
Trying to get away from the thought again
I try to.. Walk in the dark
I don’t have to answer to people
Just to get away from everything
But the fucking sad part is that I remember everything
Every moment relives inside my brain
I don’t know why the fuck it does this shit happens to me
Why…
Tell me why… do I always feel suicidal in the night time?
(Bridge)
Why…why…why?
(Chorus)
I’ve been night walking again
Hoping to escape my thoughts this time
But this shit just keeps on adding up
I don’t know how long my brain is going to last
Why do I do this to myself
Why…
(Verse 2)
Living a life waiting for messages
Knowing damn well I’m never going to fucking get them
Hoping one day I’ll get over them
But every fucking time just I remember how…
I used to feel
How I used to treat myself
Every fucking day feels the same because I do this shit to myself
I.. hate my life and I don’t know why I live another day
Fucking astray
Want to fucking end today
(Verse 3)
Spend another day;
Lockup by myself
Tied up in my mind
Gripping myself back
Knowing there millions ways to go
WANTING TO Stop this now
Blowing my voice
About to throw myself…
Into the road this time
I don’t really want to live tonight
I think about these thoughts way to often
I think I need to…
(Outro)
Change a little bit of my mentality
But instead I let it live in my head
Live in my head
Leave it in my head
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2. |
Lost in Reflections
03:04
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(Verse 1)
What's the point of being flesh
Life as a mystery
Unable to be refresh
Another story - broken story
Filled with familiar patterns
Overkill with unoriginality
Never find the glory
Chill with indifference
Alone my life sentence
Never able to get through a few walls
With no doors
Brick barriers that are confining
Covered with graffiti
That gets wash off regularly
But the stains are still there
Never go anywhere
(Verse 2)
Years of collecting
Notes becoming books
Never found the worth
Within my own words
Pen ink always gone
Written with blood
Dripping on my shirt
Knowing damn well it’ll hurt
Reliving the moments within hell
(Verse 3)
Can you please tell me the fucking price to that it take
To get myself out of this head space
I don't know
What the fuck do you want from me?
I've been battling myself for awhile now
I don't know what the fuck you want from me
I try to do everything to please you
I've been breaking myself for a while now
I don't, what the fuck you want from me this time?
I…
(Outro)
I've been having this battle within myself
No one is going to save me
I haven't call out in the right way
A poser message took the attention
While the real die out slowly
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3. |
Smrt Found This Hell
02:19
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(Verse 1)
I’ve been going through some shit
I can’t really show it
I can’t express the feelings that are inside of my head
Every word that I fucking say
Is just a fucking empty shell of what I’m actually feeling
(Verse 2)
I feel so isolated
Feel so trapped within my head
Try to reach out to people knowing damn well they are going to leave me in the end
Why.. do I.. do this?
Why do I take these walks?
Trying to get away today
But end up in the same head space
Why…?
(Bridge)
I’m a piece of garbage
That’s all I ever feel like
Knowing I’m meaningless
(Outro)
Tell me why
Are these thoughts are always in my mind
You tell me that I’m going to be okay
I’m not
Why the fuck do I always go on these walks
Why do I have to live within this hell
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