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Junkie (Part I)

by NOTSmrt

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(Verse 1) The killer sitting there inside of the room Looking, he’s glancing through his computer What the fuck am I supposed to do in here? What the fuck am I supposed to do in here? There’s just a saw sitting down on the ground Were there something more that I was supposed to do? Am I supposed to tear my arm off Is there anything else for me to do? (Bridge) I see dead people watching me I stare into eyes Take me so far away Zombies coming out of their graves Put me away Dead people say don’t pray I don’t where to go Fuck you Take my soul (Verse 2) I see him there He’s taunting me He’s taunting me He’s giving me a wave The fucking psycho killer thinking I don’t know his name But when I get out I’m going to torture his ass Got some fucking pliers Got myself another blade Want to take this dude apart But what the fuck am I supposed to do? When stuck fucking in here lock in this room Feeling like I’m going to be dead soon (Chorus) Going to be dead soon Going to be dead Going to be dead soon I’m going to be dead I’m going to be dead soon Well I’m going to be dead So what’s the fucking point of doing…? (Outro) Take the demon out of my skin Take the demon out of my skin Take the demon out of my skin Take the demon out of my skin Take the demon take them out of my skin Take the demon put them out of my skin Take the demon taken right out of my skin Take me out of here Take me out of here Take me out of here Take me out of here Take me out of here Take me out of here Take me out of here Take me out of here Take…
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God I… Cut me on the throat, god Mark up my mistakes Beat me to my core And then you rip my guts out of my skin Rip my arm out and make it repeat Until I’m nothing Until I’m nothing Taken everything Taken life like it’s nothing Take me and everything I got until it’s nothing Take me and everything I got until it’s nothing Take me and everything that I got until I am nothing, god God
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(Verse 1) Second class to you Buy and sell me for you Torture me to kill the time What was it for? Spend it all for nothing So un-comforting You're so disgusting What’s the point of trusting? (Verse 2) Second class to you Take it as a taboo Take it all for yourself Don't care about everything else Unfortunately blinded Unstable bonded Blame everyone else But you're the problem (Verse 3) Second class to you Discount the truth What's really inside of you Hatred and neglect Smashing like a car wreck Imagine of painting red Room seems so bare Why does this seem fair?
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(Verse 1) Take me And Strip me Open me  And Rape me  Are you satisfied? Cut me And Neglect me Leave me In this room of white Scare me, Big man Blame your mind Become my trauma Blame your mind Become my trauma (Chorus) Reflection in the mirror  Cold and cloudy Devil looking  Back into me (Verse 2) They called me a lier Want to set this place on fire Staff cum in my food Why do you treat me like a prisoner? (Chorus) Reflection in the mirror  Cold and cloudy Devil looking back at me (Verse 3) Twisted It's fucked up Give pills to calm me down Wondering and staring Wonder if my friends will ever miss me? Call and scream to God  Will he ever find me? Call and scream to God Why are you laughing at me? (Chorus) Reflection in the mirror  Cold and cloudy Devil looking  Back into me (Bridge) Slam the until my hand breaks off No one is on the other side (Verse 4) Suicidal ideation Self medication Transformation Gender-less Relentless Can't break these fucking chains Knock me out Drug me up Keep me waiting  Lose my mind Take my mind Clone my story (Chorus) Reflection in the mirror  Cold (Verse 5) Wake up  Cold shower Not Another hour Just get up  Get up Mirror glancing Reflection of a corpse (Bridge) Slam the on door No one is on the other side Sitting here they'll just left Phone call I'll never get  I picture all of them dying And it's my fault  Putting into a life-style It's all my fault Watching the world burn The crimson blazes Devouring us all  It's all my fault Left me dying, subdued but I'm trying But I wouldn't get better It's not enough  (Verse 6) Wake up  Cold shower Not another hour Just get up  Get up Mirror glancing Reflection of corpse Just get up Get up Don't take your life Live god dammit  Get up 
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[Verse] Why am I in pieces over everything you say? I'm following the creases on this paper note you gave Why do I still keep it? I guess I'm scared of change But I don't want to keep it, I just wanna change (I just wanna change, I just wanna change) [Outro] You're pathetic, you know? Why do I have to remind myself of that? I don't know, I'm pathetic, I know But I don't have to hurt you to pretend that it's not true (You're pathetic, you know?) (Why do I have to remind myself of that?) (I don't know, I'm pathetic, I know) (But I don't have to hurt you to pretend that it's not true)
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released January 27, 2024

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